there is nothing here

i need a plastic heart
i need a plastic tree

i need my medicine
i need my lover
i need some time
i need some wine

to forget you, time
to wash you, wine

what the fuck i'm asking to myself?
there is no salvation here
no hope here

indifference

I don't love it anymore
I don't watch it anymore
I don't even like it anymore

And the more and more I think of it
I realize I just don't care.
How I dare?

Vômito

ok.

o que pensei, agora mesmo, vou cuspir
e vomitar o que me permiti sentir
não vale a pena passar por isso de novo
não agora

fugir de mim

difícil me ser
me ver e ver
coisas simples todas complicadas
pensamentos meus
pensamentos traiçoeiros
pensamentos que levam-me a lugares que eu não gostaria de revisitar
reviver
dizer isso a quem não mente
posso por uma vez na vida me ocultar da minha mente?

escuridão

apesar da minha definição de normal não ser nada normal, o que está acontecendo não é normal, pra mim. não ligo mais pros devaneios passageiros, pensamentos de amor tão eternamente passageiros. meu lado escuro prevalece, sempre. não me conheço, por isso ninguém mais consegue me conhecer. tentativas frustradas de revelar o que eu nem sei. não me sei.

fear don't work on me (2)

dreams of freedom finally came true
i'm free
so free free of you
I got out of my prison cell
my mind is not for sale
i've been talking to the shadows and just saw fear and pain
i'm not walking on this path again
I won't be attached to you by fear
I have my freedom by being concious

fear don't work for me anymore

all my dreams of freedom
came true tonight
i got out of my prison cell
i finally realized the key was in my mind
tonight the key was in my mind

i've been talking to my shadows
they only showed me the path of endless sadness
endless pain
unhappiness

i now turned to the light and found freedom
alone
freedom on my own
freedom in my mind
don't try to hold me back by fear
i will not hear

little help

release me
and fix me
what helps me is to know i'm not alone
pretty much everyone is broken
or has been, in someway

It's ok, everything will be alright

In the middle of my darkness I was desperate
But then I remembered
The sun always comes back
In its revenge of light